Everytime i think of you,i think of how wrong i have been.I didn't have the courage back then,and i still don't have the courage now. Despite all the regrets and self-hating, i know i can never change, people never change,they say they do but let's face it, the deep core of who you are is fix. We are all fooling ourself when we giving in to those we love.
It's just an act of futility.